This year for Mother’s Day, I got to hold one of my babies in my arms and another inside. I still ache for the 3 we lost. That doesn’t suddenly change. Today was my fourth mother’s day…and this isn’t easy.

Mama’s that have been through #miscarriage: hugs.

Most years I really just want some mostly alone time, which is absolutely opposite of my normal personally. Celebrate in whatever way brings some relief and joy. I wandered through the woods.